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Letter to my Younger Self

Are you are having a hard time right now? I bet you’re not. You are that someone who really hates half-assed decisions and practices in life. Your decision-making is full of 1 and 0, either only a yes and a no. You are uninterested in things that provides no progress. That side of yours made me who am I today, and I am more than thankful for it.

If you are wondering, this life I am having right now is superb. I can go where I want, when I want or do what I want. Basically everything is great, your courage to face the unknown became my experiences in order to conquer and obtain our achievements.

Looking back, the questions in my head about life did not matter anymore. In fact, I still do not have the answers for you if you are going to ask. To be honest, I am thankful that it was not answered, if it was then you will be living your life trying to accept and be accepted to the living and thinking standards of the society.

Finally, I would like to say, just continue being jolly, be occupied yet not busy. Your words ‘Clear your mind.‘ was the best self-reminder specially when times are tough. Don’t try to fake and replace great things that should be in the surface. You are trying to hard to hide many great skills and results. If you haven’t done that, maybe I am now having a dinner meeting with Mr. Gates. 😀 Just like what we’ve always dreamed of.

Like as I said, everything is great. Face life, because there will be no case of any disappointment continuing the path you are about to take.

Best Regards 😉
Louie S. (2017)

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3 Comments

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    LouieJr
    November 28, 2018 at 4:39 AM

    My blog now provides more value because of my thought-process in the past. I.. lost my faithful habit ‘clear your mind’ and from being jolly, hatred consumed me with only just a year. But neither the less, those people are forever lost. I hope I can come back with my jolly happy feeling this coming 2019.

    Louie S (2018)

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    LouieJr
    August 20, 2019 at 10:26 AM

    Now in the middle of self-stated depression. Kind of down for a while now after a month of gout attack. Lost the motivation to do the things I love. Not streaming for almost 2 months now, not developing GGFY which is a good business if implemented. Only spending lots and lots still empty. Dang. Good thing I had this entry, it makes me feel like I’m doing something wrong and I should go back the way I was before.

    I hope I can break this through and get my wapakels and jolly happy feeling this coming 2020. It’s soon, unfortunately.

    Louie S (2019)

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    LouieJr
    October 2, 2020 at 1:24 AM

    Hey hey! I thought I was going to have the greatest 2020 when I was writing my 2019 comment. My plan was laid out in an organized and fashionable way that I thought I won’t have to be bothered or if I crash into something wrong, it’s not going to be a big deal.

    Soo, I did pursue GGFY, got clients for myself and the assets that the business needs, and while we’re building it after the business registration, the loan, the employment process, this COVID-19 pandemic took a shot on humanity. Everything shifted, the needs of a company, the sales of these companies that we’re prospecting, everything. GGFY wasn’t even at it’s 50% of working capacity when it was shot. After 7 months of struggling, I decided to close it down and carry the damage with my company earned income which was also halved.

    After carrying an overhead which was way more than my salary, I found myself regretting and helpless. I mean there’s no otherway as the budget and finances for that were already spent when the lockdown happened. Seriously like the first month of it, then boom. Now it’s October 2, and from my plan, I was supposed to have a big budget and earning from the business, even my savings for the wedding was spent. I want to complain, rant and everything, but I got it flawed, and everyone is greedy back then. Time was wasted successfully and I have to pay that time.

    Sana nagkaron ng pakialam yung mga inasahan ko dun. Kasi nakatingin lang sila kung ano makukuha nila pag ginawa nila yung isang bagay. Search for the I worked for 5 minutes tiktok meme. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d9_35M3zKFo

    Well then, time to write my depressed blog post hahaha

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